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Today has to be the worst day of my life..because of 2 haters on yawhore ...i did at one time send them both msgs but this time i am innocent, i swear this on my babies...i lost my Best Friend who wont give me a chance to explain..He knows that i tell Him everything and that if i did something i am the first to admit it, hell usually the first to tell Him but after Our last flare up over these same 2 haters, i gave Him my word i wouldnt say anything and i didnt...she wanted this to happen and guess what it did.......i accepted the change He was going through and was even gonna stand beside Him, i still will and i havent gave up on Him...I cant and i wont.......I was counting my pills but doesnt have enough to do anything harmful except make me sleep for a few days..which isnt what i want..i am numb and dead inside....i am sorry my Lord that You chose them over me, those were doctored even satan has it out for me..i guess because i belong to You..she made him delete me and now she made You..she got what she wanted but revenge is sweet and oh ever so mine...i am confused and lost..will ramble more later

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Sinora
06:39 Feb 26 2008

Hey what's this....come on, rambling is good, taking more pills than you should is not.



*nips Winter on ankle, then licks her face*......*sings....guess who's back, back in town*.......*snaps fingers...ohhhh lookee a rainbow* lol

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craig1459
07:27 Feb 26 2008

:-( *hugs*

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